what i really wanna say i cant define
ok since the question was posed about major ongoing projects here is the as far as i can remember it. and what it requires. keep in mind some of this stuff has been on the list for years.
evil voodo gretting cards - more ideas/copyrights/printing
movie script - moving along
booka - unfocused
bookb - needs working camera
documentry - needs talking up/tapes need cleared
ditching crap - working on it
jewelry - need certian proper tools
project hell - it has fangs
protected items - information/legal/prototypes (need to make an appoint in tulsa for friday june06 evening to cover some of this. im looking at you)
garden - its there sorta halfassed
domains - money for hosting/atlernate paid cafe press account (i so own femalegratification.com*)
mp3 sort - getting worked on
gallery show - due 0716/collect parts/assemble parts
cryptozoology - protective cover/system placement/tapestapestapes
music database - need gracenote compatible software that doesnt suck balls
rubberband ball - rubberbands (i could call this one done at any point but its not basketball size yet)

ok now what did i miss?

this reminds me that i have been giving some thought to why i do most of the things i do. this is what i have decided on
because i havent dont it before
because i am bored
because i have to do it because its the right thing to do
because if i dont do it i have to pay someone to do it thus having to deal with people
spite
but mostly to keep busy so i dont snuff it (but it is on my to do list)

this reminds me of an idea i have stated previously that i do not recall sharing with most of you.
for as much as 'its not my job' keeps stuff from getting done 'not on my watch' has an equal and opposite effect. at the very least it keeps the building standing.
its funny because its true.

*but then malegratification.com as well. really. and there is nothing there which is why i am not bothering with linking.